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Twice times again
A broken heart shall mend
When the hammer is then lost
Torn from existence it will rot
I pulled this on myself
Because of fear
Pain
I could do nothing else
I ran away
Forbid myself to stay
So maybe
Just maybe I could escape the pain
Twice times again
A broken heart shall mend
When the hammer is then lost
Torn from existence it will rot
I pulled this on myself
Because of fear
Pain
I could do nothing else
I ran away
Forbid myself to stay
So maybe
Just maybe I could escape the pain
A broken heart shall mend
When the hammer is then lost
Torn from existence it will rot
I pulled this on myself
Because of fear
Pain
I could do nothing else
I ran away
Forbid myself to stay
So maybe
Just maybe I could escape the pain
I had my world
The love of my life
But from poisones fangs
I fled the fights
Like a fool without grit
I tore it all to bits
To escape the agony
The jealosuy that was raging
And now as I sit
I see the wreck of my own havoc
The feeling never erased
A cold and lonely fate
I cannot keep the bonds I know
Because they arent the ones I own
They are not my friends
But yours till the end
I have no place among all of you
No place to call upon too
No spot to declare for me
But an old title that drowns in misery
I will walk a lone trail
Seperate myself
So that it will help
All the pain I feel
I know I'll have my sister
For and till the end of the year
Till she ships away
And fights a wars way
And after then
I'll resume the loners thread
Cast myself apart
So that I can hide in my art
I wish I never done this
Thrown such a great thing away
Broken such a relationship
Now back to hell as it waits
The dark angel becons to me
Tempting me with glory of the silent
To have our tongues ripped from again
That fate awaits maybe so then
Unlike you
I have no one to fall for
No one so soon
To make my heart swoon
I am glad your moving on
But why must it be played infront of me
I know I have dug my own grave
Because of my dreadful curiosity
I wish I never knew such things
I wish I left a long time ago
I wish I didnt still love you
So maybe I could of escaped it
The poison
The fear
The rage
The agony that chokes me to insane
Twice times again
A broken heart shall mend
When the hammer is then lost
Torn from existence it will rot
I pulled this on myself
Because of fear
Pain
I could do nothing else
I ran away
Forbid myself to stay
So maybe
Just maybe I could escape the pain
I made a hug mistake... lost my world.. the love of my life... I'll never get her back. I fled and ran like a coward because of the fear and pain I felt within myself due to the jealosuy that was pronouced between us, the fights, and how things progressed. I lost the one thing that made things right.. that made me so happy where I can smile from the deepest part of my soul. And I dont deserve her back, not after breaking her heart not just once but twice in fact. I can't stand being in our group of friends, and seeing one another everyday. And then watch as she falls for another... Even when I still love her. I love my friends.. each one.. but I just have to seperate myself from them since we share the same group. Its not like Im leaving forever, ill stills ay hi and talk from time to time, I just need isolation from all of this.
I dont care if I become a loner again. I can coast around, Im use to being alone.
I dont care if I become a loner again. I can coast around, Im use to being alone.
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As sad as this is, it's very well written. I mean honestly. Tori. You need to become a song writer! I know you have the capability to. I know this is highly irrelevant but anyways. Back to being relevant: You don't have to be a loner, you could be with me and my friend Sara 