Easily Forgotten

I don't know how to say this.
I don't think I can even express it.
But that burning feeling?
It hurts like a scars ache.
That piercing pain?
I still feel it even today.
Like as if I'm hollow of meaning.
Deprived and cursed to reliving.
I just want to escape.
I just want to run away.
But I am just stuck to this fate.
No matter how I hold it at bay.
My life is like a never ending play.
So easy I hide my pain.
You look in my eyes and see nothing change.
Because I want you to believe its that way.
That I am strong.
But maybe I have been strong for far too long?
But I hide it anyway.
Because I am just so afraid.
I can't stand this place.
But somehow some way I make it through each day.
I think back so often.
To how long a year felt then.
To how easily forgotten.
I was to them.

If you lift my sleeves.
You'll just see.
How fresh it is.
My pain.